Its not just me... teaching your kids

I don't believe in restraining emotion. Real is raw, untouched, uncensored, well spoken and ends in a slap of the face. Yours or mine? If I affect you, then I've already changed the world. I changed yours didn't I?

I don't expect you to understand myself or my thoughts. I believe in the words I say, what I defend and the moments I cherish. I believe that you believe what you think is true. But I believe you know nothing. This is modern culture; processed society. This is a place of buy-one-get-one-free personalities and lack of a better word. Knowledge is power and conforming is security. Stop. Say something worth saying. Make a point. You are not whatever label you place yourself under. You are what you fight for, what you defend, what you protect. You are what you believe in. Your thoughts aren't real, only your actions. Open your eyes and do something worth doing, send a message worth sending. There's nothing worse than blending into the scenery.

Shiny Toy Guns - Nothing Compares to you

Absolutely breath taking song.

The only thing guaranteed in this life is death and disease. All else is a bonus, and I, my dear, am a bonus. I'm always writing. All the time. Always muttering something to myself. Delicious poetry. Delicious lyrical poetry. Language, sentence structure, turns of phrases, rhymes, metaphors, hyperbole and sarcasm. I love it all. The pen is mightier than the fist and yeah, I'm a pretty frustrated, angst-ridden individual. But that's what makes me so special and unique right? I believe I've created something that's going to change the way you look at things, but it's not ready yet. Stop. Start. Pause. Rewind that. Play it again. What's missing? I don't like it. There's nothing you've got in your pocket, throat or wallet that can bring me down. Keep trying though. You're nothing but a bad actor in a low budget screenplay.

I believe in everyone's life, people play purposes, characters if you will. The best friend. The backstabber. The first love. The insecure one. The rebel. The bitch. etc
In everyone's life, these characters exist, just with different names. No matter what social dynamic you throw yourself into, you'll find the same little characters playing their part in people's lives, being influential, catastrophic, life changing. I think it's rare when you come across someone different, who chooses not to be the cliché category that other people fit in, without even realising. I hunt those people. These days they seem almost non existent.

you make mistakes, re-assess, learn and grow.
i wonder how many people actually take the time to reflect, instead of wasting their time infront of media that is designed to control and manipulate....i am constantly surprised by the lack of morals in our society. again, only validating my opinion on humanity.
i held these beliefs close to my heart, governing the way i live and interact.
i was naive enough to be talked into venturing outside my views, in the hope that perhaps my better judgement was wrong, but upon much reflection over the past 6 months, ive realised that i should have stood by those ideals...i was never wrong, integrity is fast becoming obsolete.


you simply avoid disappointment by having no expectations.
part of growing up is the acceptance that life is not perfect, the way it was depicted in fables for the young, a cruel way of shaping one's mind to bitter disappointment later in life.


im sick of pointless, uninteresting conversation; mindless fools with no ability for abstract thought.
there's so much knowledge to be swallowed. nihilism becomes pointless unless you're prepared to take your own life, you become nothing but a contradiction, using the philosophical concept as a scapegoat.
a new year, time to sweep away the cobwebs, the lifestyle i once kept, the friends i once thought i had and move on to better things, a productive mind.
someone once said that you're only as good as the company you keep.






lucky for me i like solitude.